Hey Tjoe... You sound really sad man. Don't try commiting suicide. Its a serious thing. I don't know whats bothering you but I'm sure the four of us will be there to help you out. OK, so we bully you sometimes and we act like we hate you and all but deep down you know that we care right? Haha I'm sounding gay again.
Anyways, don't take it to heart when we do our stupid antics because boys will be boys. We might still do dumb things on the spur of the moment.