I decided to edit this post because I feel that I had gone too far, letting my sibling rivalry get the better of me. Well, sorry sis for what I said. But I just wanna say this - Its not too good to idolise someone or some band to the extent that you are doing right now. I'd rather you go church and learn more about how you can change for the better. I'm not nagging at you... so please take some time to think over what you have done and try to change. ^^